Knowing that you could have just ruined the best thing in your life fucking kills.
I won't die defeated.
nineteen.
single.
broken.
In the end you’ll always be that same
Person.
The moment when you fall even more inlove💙
Could not ask for a better feeling.
Knowing that you could have just ruined the best thing in your life fucking kills.
so I’m casually sitting in my motel room wearing lachie’s jumper and listening to josh talk shit and i actually couldn’t be happier. I haven’t had times like these in so long and it feels so good (:Â
For the first time in ages i am 100% happy with my life. i have an amazing boy that treats me amazingly and I’m actually learning things at my new work.Â
I feel like I’ve drifted with everyone since i moved stores and they all quit and i don’t really know what to do. I feel like i’ve tried to reach out to them but I’m just not getting anything back, i guess it just shows that our friendships really weren’t that strong.
on the good side of things I’ve been planning a few trips with amy. hopefully doing europe in october (:Â
so i guess we’ll see how everything turns out i mean its 11 days into the year and things have already changed dramatically.Â
So, I don’t get it.
You guys all have an opinion on lachie and i but you all stood by and let me get hurt by Tom. I just don’t understand. Tom cheated on me a numerous amount of times and know one said anything but all lachie has done is treated me amazing and but all of you have a problem with that. All you say is ‘you deserve better’ but know one said it when i was cheated on.
The different rules you guys have is a joke.
If you were my true friends you’d be happy that I’m finally with someone that treats me well.
So all of you back off and let me love my life. Please.
I have so many good things going for me but i’ve never been this unhappy.